( maybe it would have but a bitch is still touch-starved and being fed. ... and has been awakened to the fact that she needs hugs. you will be giving her more. this is not optional.
eventually, those painful sobs die down to quiet hiccups, and her throat hurts again. her head, too. her eyes always sting after crying... people say that crying helps release the pain, that you'll feel better afterwards. she's not sure if she believes it. )
... Do you think your brother could have escaped that life...?
He wanted the best for me, [Noah backpedals,] and to him, maybe that was through becoming a Master.
Or maybe, he just wanted to become a Master to escape. Masters are supposed to cut ties with their families, from what I'm told. He might have seen that as a way out, but I don't... I don't know.
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eventually, those painful sobs die down to quiet hiccups, and her throat hurts again. her head, too. her eyes always sting after crying... people say that crying helps release the pain, that you'll feel better afterwards. she's not sure if she believes it. )
... Do you think your brother could have escaped that life...?
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[Er— uh—]
He wanted the best for me, [Noah backpedals,] and to him, maybe that was through becoming a Master.
Or maybe, he just wanted to become a Master to escape. Masters are supposed to cut ties with their families, from what I'm told. He might have seen that as a way out, but I don't... I don't know.
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( this is something even she can see, just from how noah talks about him. )
... You don't have to know. I don't know why I asked.
( yes she does. but she doesn't know if she'll believe any answer if she asks, 'do you think i can escape'. )